A message to Jesus Christ

Jesus,

I don't know you as well as I would like to. I mention your name all the time; mostly when it suits my needs and avoid it when it's inconvenient. I would like to know you better. I have been going through some rough times of late and I'm trying to use these challenges to get to know you better. I hate that I only come to you in times of hardship and need and would like to be able to communicate better when things are going good.

Please help me to find you and stay near you always. Help me to really mean it when I say that I know you.